So what makes today a good day and yesterday was a bad day???
I have tried to decide but there is only one common denominator in bad days and that is my house. Not a good sign. The days I stay at home and don’t get out at all – not even into the backyard, are usually bad days. I mentally and emotionally shut down. I am not looking for social contact. When I go out it may include going for a drive. I don’t need to stop in anywhere, but if I do go for lunch or dinner that usually takes my good day to a great day. But, my house is like an anchor around me neck, pulling me down, down, down.
So . . . I have no plans to change houses. I did go out and buy new light fixtures for my house. The rooms I use for my creativity activities, I bought new lights for. Now I am angry at my husband for not installing them. (He did originally agree to do so.)
I tried sewing in my sew room and with the light on, my UV light in front of me, and my sewing machine light on, I still could not “see” my ironing board, my cutting board, or my hand sewing. Not good.
I have new lights for my “office” where I journal. With it being too dark by 3:30 to use any ambient light, I need my new light installed.
Can I believe that light will make the difference? It has to.