With the sudden passing of Mikey, I was feeling so much sadness that I ignored most of my journalling and me time. No, I didn’t quit, so much as I took time off to honor our sweet cat. A couple of nights after his passing, I swear I heard him running through the house after we were all in bed, as he used to love to do. Then last night I was certain I saw him go past the doorway. His spirit is gentle and calm, like he was, so I have no fear or hesitancy in loving him still. I miss his presence every day and realize that I really am a “cat person”. LOL
Our “Give Your Dream Wings” assignment today started off with a meditation. Andrea guided us through our energy field where creativity and soul meet in a special alchemy. My hermit definitely was present with my artist to show me a beautiful prairie field with trees in the background and waving grasses all around. I could hear the bees and feel the light summer breeze ruffle my hair. In the air there were fluffy white clouds and the occasional bird that called out a beautiful song as it flew overhead. I was totally safe, loved and nurtured in that field. I felt so much love inside that radiated out of me into the universe. This is my place of dreams and creativity. This is where I want to return to again and again. I can imagine walking in this field in clothes that belong in early centuries, then as 1930’s, and also in late 1990’s. I am there today, but feeling the energies of my ancestors and their individual dreams and hopes.
What an amazing vision for me to hold on to.