1. What’s happening in your life?
I am retired from my full time job/company that I created in 1997. I am still teaching at my local College, but only on a contract basis, ie. usually evening classes. With more time on my hands I am enjoying creativity ie. scrapbooking, journaling, writing, even painting. I have had to overcome the guilt of not working 50 – 60 hour weeks, but my friends have helped so much. I recognize that this is the harvest years after years of plowing, seeding, and fertilizing. Being a farm girl from Manitoba, this rings so true for me.
2. What feels stuck or uncomfortable?
I have been delving into my divinity/spirit. Re-evaluating old assumptions about “religion” that defined my spirituality, has led me to new experiences and a deeper understanding of who I am. I do believe I am “stuck” when I try to reconcile the child I remember and feel deeply about, with this senior Hilma. Inside I feel like a child, but something is in my past that has blocked my joy/innocence. I am trying to work through this, but I am very uncomfortable with my history. All the more reason, I need to go back there.
3. What do you wish for?
I want to feel complete. Whole. Spiritually. I want to feel my spirituality envelope me in a comfortable cape of innocence, serenity and abundance. That is my sacred contract and I am wanting to embrace my contract wholly and unquestioning.