What an amazing day . . . started with a great sleep in! Oooh sleep. I am in love with my pillow, btw.
My husband made me an amazing brunch that made me feel so pampered. I am in love with my husband, btw.
I went to a Divinity group where 9 brave ladies shared their hearts with each other. We shared pain and shadow. We shared the pain and mud we felt. I personally had spent a week of nightmares, depression and sadness. I am a “Divine Child” of God. I feel His presence all around me all the time. I see beauty and joy where others see sadness and darkness. I honestly live wearing rose colored glasses. Buy this week was enough for me to call the group and say – “not coming”. My darkness this week encouraged me to go underground and work this out alone. But, then the call from the group leader sharing that a number of the ladies felt “negative”, dark and struggling. Ok – I decided that this is where I needed to be.
Yup! Meditation, sharing and love – a bath of love – a fountain of peace. This brought me to a place of acceptance and compassion. Compassion for me and all those around me. A place of sharing the truth – good and bad – and a place of “it’s ok”. Beautiful ladies of all shapes and sizes, being real. Can I rise up and meet the challenge? Feeling small, feeling innocent and unprepared, I join in wholeheartedly (thank you Brene Brown).
To summarize, the ladies and God (the Universe) join to surround me in a space of safety and love. I am strengthened. I am rebuilt on the outside to reflect the inside. I am at peace.
Will I face tomorrow rejuvenated and uplifted – YES! Will I have more darkness to face – yes, but I am feeling strong and fulfilled!
Thank you ladies. Thank you spirit. Thank you God.
Blessings dear friend.